yung pakiramdam na pinagsisisihan mo. di pa nga nag sisismula pinag sisishan mo na. hindi mo pa nga alam yung mangyayare pinag sisihan mo na :| yung pakiramdam na “mali yata tong pinili ko” “mali ata ako” sinisisi mo na agad sarili mo kase alam mo una pa lang mali na 😢 ANG SAKIT LANG KASE AT THE END OF THE DAY HINDI NAMAN TALAGA OKAY ANG LAHAT :(
My mom dropped by today to give me some things that I need for school.
Everytime i think about school stuffs I kept on repeating asking myself “do I really want this?” “is this the life that I really want?” and i get on a teary eye i don’t know why I’m crying just because of this. i asked myself again “can I do this?” “can I survive with this?” “can I?” that question I ask myself everyday. again and again and again. until i got my tears drop.
It’s exactly 12 am and it’s the month of June here in my country and this month where school starts in just a few weeks.
GAAAAH. Oh june you’re so back, how I wish you could just go away and never come back! ugh. school comes into my nerves you know. I get nervous from day by day thingking about school stuffs. And i hate it.
~Wish me luck. bye.
I don’t know. naaaah. how should i wirte this?
i don’t know why the fuck i get nervous when it comes to school stuffs. School will open in just a few weeks, and i dont fucking understand myself why do i get kinda nervous about it. It’s just can’t explain the feeling, I can’t tell anyone. ugh. bye.
Hi. gusto ko lang gumawa ng blog :)
kakauwi ko lang galing school :) di ko alam mararamdamn ko :) takot. natatakot ako kase baka di ko kayanin, baka di ako mag fit in, baka di ko ma take lahat, BAKA HINDI KO KAYA. Kinakabahan. Kinakabahan kase baka di ko masuklian, kinakabahan kase baka mabigo ko lang lahat.
Bago ko ginawa yung desisyon na toh. pulit ulit kong tinanong sarili ko, paulit ulit kong kinausap si God. everyday and every night paulit ulit kong kinausap tinanong lahat. pa ulit ulit. pinag isipan kong mabuti. SANA LANG, HINDI KO TOH PAG SISIHAN.